Since I was age 14, I’ve been employed. Luckily I was never without a a job in between. I’ve met so many people along the way and learned lots. But I was never truly happy with what I was doing.
In a previous post, I mentioned that when deciding on colleges, I wanted to go to school for Therapeutic Massage but my mother talked me out of it. Her reasons were: “There’s no money it in.” and “People can’t afford to pay for massage so you won’t have steady income.” Of course those were areas of concern for me and I knew I couldn’t afford massages on a regular basis so it made sense. I had originally signed up at school for my teaching license but I realized how much my heart wasn’t in that job. I worked in a classroom for almost 13 years and couldn’t wait for an outlet. When I switched my major over to Art/Photography it was a relief to find the material to actually be of interest to me and make me WANT to learn more. After I graduated I began my own local photo business where I offered to travel to people’s homes or place of interest. I still enjoy doing this to this day. However, cameras have become so user-friendly now that even the photographer’s job has started to die out.
Even as I hold onto my photography career because it is my escape from the world, I still had the desire to treat people. I’ve worked as a teacher, an advocate, and a case manager. All of those jobs play a role of helping people in one way or another. That, has always been a strong suit for me because it is mentally rewarding. However, between my mother, school, and my jobs I felt as if I continued to drift down the same ole path of life and my jobs have always been very stressful. The scenery was repetitive to me and I needed a change.
At 30 years old, very little income, and extremely unhappy with my still-current job, I decided to suck it up and go back to school with a “I’m going to do what I want to do!” attitude. It was time for me to stop doing what was expected of me and start doing what was meant for me. The Therapeutic Massage Program has taken over my life for the past 8 months. I have continued to work my full-time job, and take a full course load each semester including this summer. Its been very hard work but I enjoy mainly the clinic time spent working on clients and learning new techniques. There are days I feel like a kid because I can’t wait to come home from class and show someone what I just learned.
Just like when I was in Art classes, I have the thirst to learn more about Massage. There are so many modalities and techniques and most therapist specialize in one or a few but I want to learn them all first then choose which I will mainly offer in my career. Part of obtaining a license after graduating is to submit proof of 24 CEU’s every 2 years. Some may look at this and say, “More money I have to spend on education.” but I am actually quite excited and look forward to continuing my education as a Massage Therapist.
Since making the decision to enter the massage world, I’ve found myself to be much happier. I can’t wait to get out of work to go to class because it’s my happy place. I never knew I’d be looking at it in that perspective. I’m myself; relaxed, calm, and stress-free when I’m there. It’s been a worry-free work environment and that’s exactly where I want to be. I’ve noticed that my eating and sleeping habits have been better and I have more of a desire to go outside and start running. I believe the environment we set for our clients is also meant for us, the therapists, and in turn does the mind and body wonders.
One thing leads to another and knowing that my heart and my head was always trying to pull me in this direction, I’ve now figured out why. There was another side of me, as an MT.